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It's just not fair :( <//3

Thu Apr 30, 2009, 9:35 PM
  • Mood: Tearful
This just can't happen, it's not fair, it's just not true....
I don't want her to go, I want her stay stay, please don't go...
I only just found out, you can't leave please don't go, not yet...

So... My parents went to visit my great grandma today while I was at school... They've just told me now, that she's not well, she was asleep when they got their, and it's all she has been doing lately... They don't think she's going to last much longer, she'll be 94 by this year, but she's so ill, and she's forgotten so much.. I mean I went to see her like at the start of the year, she had forgotten my name.... Apparently, all she's doing is sleeping, she can't remember much, you can say someone visited her the day before when they didn't, and she'd believe you... I haven't seen her in ages, and mum and dad said I won't be seeing her... They don't want m to see her the way she is, they say it wouldn't be fair on us seeing her so ill....

I just can't believe she may not be around much longer, I use to be close to her when I was younger, we don't have much to do with her now, but it's still hurting, I love my great grandma..
I don't want her to go... She just can't leave, the shock of this all has nearly put me in tears...

Pathetic.... I'm going to cry... Pathetic... xC
It's saddening really, she may be gone soon, and none of us can do anything about it, she's in such a state that everyone has lost hope, including her whole family <//3

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~Paranoia-Blue Apr 30, 2009, 10:17:18 PM
=/ I'm really really sorry to hear that... it's always hard when a loved one goes. There's not much I can say to help, but I'm sure she lived a wonderful and full life and you should celebrate that and focus on all the good.

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~Sweet-lil-kitten Apr 30, 2009, 10:36:33 PM
I guess. But I don't want her to go :cry: It's not fair... Not just yet, not till I'm older.. But I don't want her to be in pain </3 I'm hoping she had a good life :heart:

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*Popski77 Apr 30, 2009, 11:20:32 PM
Omfg hun.. It's ok, i'm so sorry to hear that your going thrrough this at the moment. :C No matter what the person is to you, it must still mean a lot and must hurt so much.<333 Your parents are right in not letting you see her, it would only be upsetting for you. <333 Im here to listen.

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~Sweet-lil-kitten Apr 30, 2009, 11:48:40 PM
But it's hurting more, knowing she may not be around much longer... Knowing that she's sick, and she may not know who I am... It's not fair... <//3

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=FollowingFilly May 1, 2009, 2:58:28 AM
Aw, im really close to my grandad and he had cancer , i felt exactly the same, just renember the good times and im sure her life was the way she would of had many good times.

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=SkippityDoDah May 1, 2009, 3:04:10 AM
Sorry to hear that, thats how my family was when we went to visit our grandma, and she was barely in her late 50's. And she had forgotten everything in life.. We were complete strangers to her, but it did hurt seeing her bad shape, and thats all I have to look on ward to. I wish you had more time, but I think its best for her to ease on.. You know?

They suffer alot, I know that personally, so maybe its best to wish her well. And keep your memories close..

Sorry about this all..
But she will always love you..
Remember that.

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~Sweet-lil-kitten May 1, 2009, 3:34:12 AM
I know... It just sad, I don't want her to go, see her much or not, I still love her.. And I'm not allowed to see her, cause of the state she is in..

I guess.... I only have few memories of her, we use to be with her a lot when we were younger...

I will remember </3

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~Sweet-lil-kitten May 1, 2009, 3:34:31 AM
Thank yew T_T <3

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*Popski77 May 1, 2009, 9:47:04 AM
Well if you wish then kindly ask mum if you can see her
as you know the outcome and stuff and you just want to be with her.<3

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