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NOOO ! iit's just not faiir <//3

Mon May 25, 2009, 11:04 PM
  • Mood: Depressed
I can't believe it, I thought she was going to make it, going out live, she decided to stop taking her drugs, she died... I just found out, it's not fair it's just not ! it just can't fxcking happen ! D:
I mean, they can't take her.. She's gone, for good I just gRRRRRRRRRRR ARGGGGGHHHHHHHHH! >< :'(
Great grandma passed away last night, I got home form school, my boyfriend, which I decided not to tell you about but will soon showed up, and then my farther said when your brother gets home I want to see you both in the kitchen. When he got home I yelled to dad, and dad said she died last night, he didn't want to tell us this morning... I have the day of on friday, and her funeral is now on that day, i'm not going....

Keagans my new boyfriend, remember Dom ? Keagan was Doms best friend, but I feel so right with keagan, he made me laugh and smile just after the bad news, and when I lay in his arms I didn't want to move, he was ment to be home at 6 , but just for me he took the risk of leaving at 6:30, <3.....

Even though I got the bad news, he managed to put a smile on my face...

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:iconmaria-mar:
Oh my.... please be strong hun :cuddle:

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I'm tryiing <//3

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=] Thanks hunn :heart: :hug:..

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All i can really say is that im sorry for your loss Kayla :c
Death isnt really the end, you will see her again,just not for a long time, i live by this statement in the hopes that i will see a few faces again.
Take your time and think whether or not to go to the funeral, its your last ,final, chance to say goodbye,and i dont want you to beat yourself up afterwards.
It seemed like she wanted to go,and on her terms, sounded like she had a very strong spirit and didn't want her body keeping it bottled up.She's free from it hun.It wont be easy coming to terms with her loss, but hopefully you can look back at the memories and stay strong <3

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Yeah maybe, but I'll never know if it's her, and I hope you shall see them again... I won't, none of the other kids are going, and I won't be able to handle it. i'll say my goodbyes, but not at the funeral, it's to hard it's not fair... And I know it sounds cruel by saying that, it sounds like it's unfair to not say good bye, but she'll understand..

She had a very strong spirit, was always happy, fun to talk to, I may not have got to see her much but I sure damned loved he and Im going to miss her so much...

I'm glad shes free... No more pain or suffering.... Breaks my heart to hear her go though.. <//3

I'll try <//3

I just learnt my cousin only found out today, her family didn't even bother to tell her :(

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Aw that's so sad Kayla.
I guess that there's nothing that anyone can say to make you feel better.
But at least now she's not suffering.
And just remeber all the things like how you we're lucky to be able to know her at all, even if it wasn't that long :3

You should create something here on DA, a peice of art in memory of her <3 Maybe even to help you get some of your emotions out. :glomp:

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Thanks Maddy...
I'm not sure how to, I suck at poses expressions backgrounds, what the point in making a crap picture in her memory D: :(

I'm going to miss her so dammn much !

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You don't have to make it with expressions or anything... it could be an... abstract picture...? just an idea anyway.

I know it must be hard for you ^^; but lets put it this way, you probably aren't going to be able to cheer yourself up very easily, but your great grandmother would much rather that you were out enjoying life as much as she did, and trying not to let this control your world too much.

Going to her funeral or not would be a tough decision, but I mean, it's a nice feeling to know that you were there, but it's not going to really change anything.

I never went to my uncles funeral, but I guess I was too young to really understand at the time.

Anyway, hang in there, she enjoyed her life, so why shouldn't you enjoy yours?

<3

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